1980:  Back to Back days I ended up drowning,

trying to impress a girl I liked when I was so young-

I had death experiences BOTH times. 

Heard GOD's voice and then I was choking on water.

 

I fully believe I had my gifts at that point, but my eyes weren't open enough in the world. 

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The next time was when I was 5. As my mom and gma were outside talking , I was rolling 2 tanks around on the floor inside my apartment.  Then I heard a voice, and when I looked up, there was a man in uniform standing next to me. He squat next to me and asked fi he could play tanks with me and I told him yea. I saw him roll the tan tank a bit, He erateded beauty., warmth and love. 

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I knew him somehow, but I didn't know how. It wasn't an uncomfortable feeling though. Almost like I always knew him, like he always was watching over me. 

He ruffled my hair and stood up and bent down and looked out the door at my mother and gma. He held his cap in his right hand and with his left fingers, traced the brim all the way around. He asked: " Can you tell your mom her daddy loves her very much and I know she misses me alot, but I am always with you and her and gma?" 

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I looked upwards at him. I remember his smile so intently. It was safe, a security of sorts. He was a full bodied person. I remember his face, his hand brushed my face as he smiled. He said: " I never got to know you, but I'm so happy I had this time, to my grandson, along with my wife and daughter again. 

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At this point, my mom and gma looked in on me and they saw me talking. 

My mom asked me who I was talking too and I told her. Though, when I did, her face went sour and she ran inside, scooped me up and ran back out and started running her hand over my head asking me if I was "OK" 

I leaned back in my moms arms and looked at my gma and they both looked at me  and asked who I was talking too. 

So I told the truth

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I looked at my gma and told her that Gpa was here, then turning to my mom, told her that her dad was here and that he wanted to see all of us. My gma showed no expression. It confused me until I saw a tear roll down her face. 

I looked back at my mother and told her that her dad loves her soooo much and he was watching over all of us, and that he was happy to meet me and see them again. 

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The feels were real . though my mom found it hard to believe me, I knew my gma knew I was telling the truth. Thus , furthering my testimonies. 

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What was to come- 

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Years later I had the rebirth of wonders and miracles  sent by GOD. 

All would shape my world for the good. Even the things that would scare me. 

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To be continued.....